HI LALA.....muakhakhakaha...ok just ignore me will ya? sigh.....
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:34:00 pm:.
the guy is cute...and he looks sweet, just like my dream guy...haii......and i fell for another person in such a short time... wonder........................
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:26:00 pm:.
I've been stayin' high...
And I've been feelin' sorry
For myself
And I've been resurrecting my
Fortress to protect myself
Shattered
Tired, beaten, worn down and tattered
Can you-even hear hear me?
What do you expect out of me
I'm being buried alive and screaming
Can't you see - Can't you see me ?
Chorus
Weary
My hands slapped I'm cautious and leary
Of tryin' - oh but I'm tryin'
How am I to figure it out
All alone I've been kickin' around
Without my home - I'm so lost...
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:25:00 pm:.
went out again to jalan rayEr....HAd stomach ache so wasnt dat comfortable and all but yea i survived thru the day.... aniwae nike was cancelled due to RAIN last sat again....It was like practically flooding at knc the river outside it.....haha... me and lingxiu shared umbrella
but we were screaming so much coz of the mud and heavy rain dat in the end we eneded up running....*grinz* den QW aso...had to fetch her dat bf of mine...haha.....
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:24:00 pm:.
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i should start studying...or start doing my homework at least....haii
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 1:33:00 pm:.
NIKE today....i think going gotta start training up again or i'll really grow FAT....
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 1:30:00 pm:.
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Sister Hazel - champagne high
I wasn’t looking for a lifetime with you
And I never thought it would hurt just to hear
’i do’ and ’i do’
And I do a number on myself
And all that I thought to be
And you’ll be the one
That just left me undone
By my own, hesitation
Pre-chorus
And for the million hours that we were
Well I’ll smile and remember it all
Then I’ll turn and go
While your story’s completed mine is a long way from done.
Chorus
Well I’m on a champagne high
Where will I be when I stop wondering why
On a champagne high
I’d toast to the future but that’d be a lie
On a champagne high, high
Spring turned to summer
But then winter turned to mean
The distance seemed right
At the time it was best - to leave
And to leave behind
What I once thought was fine and so real - to me
And while I’m still gone
On the quest for my song
I’m at your - celebration
Pre-chorus
Chorus
Your wagons been hitched to a star
Well now he’ll be your thing that’s new
Yeah what little I have you can borrow
’cause I’m old and I’m blue...
Pre-chorus
Well I’m on a champagne high (so high)
Where will I be when I stop wondering why
On a champagne high (so high)
Toast to the future but that’d be a lie
On a champagne high
Where will I be when I stop wondering why
On a champagne high... high...
So high so high you left me undone
So high, so high you left me undone....
< great song...... :) >
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:20:00 pm:.
bitches are people who are nice to you when they want something from you and at other times, they are always mean.... plain simply mean...
hEYYY....hari raya has been gooD? hmm, i guess i should be thankful lah....aniwae, yest went to wati and sazali's house...open house...now i can understand why hidayah labels kallang macdonalds as her second home...the people there are really nice.....yea...and it does feel like home when your working with them....esp. wif marie...dat crazy gurl, reminds me of myself.....ahakz...but im not as crazy as her...i think im back to being normal...at least i hope....heh..... thinking twice of quitting but i need to conc. on my studies lar...........
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:18:00 pm:.
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Morpheus
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.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 6:24:00 pm:.
hari raya is in 3 days..i should forgive
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 6:16:00 pm:.
haii.....
u noe sumtimes i wonder, if i had made my first two years in tkgs more meaningful, din give people a bad impression of myself at first life would be much more sociable and happier now and easier too....more people would be closer to me now...but i guez first impressions are the most important....and yea they just won't let go of it.....oh well, i guess im always the one treating people better than the treatment that i get from them...haii shant be so petty....like wadever to those people that have disappointed me.....i just feel sO unappreciated...and the feeling just sux
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 6:14:00 pm:.
buzy.....i have no time to settle down...dun even haf time to think of stuff and just relax...i miss the beach....like will u juz look at my scheduLE?! i practically dun have more than 10days totally free!!!!
23rd NOv - work aND hElp mO, with houseWOrk
24th - stAy at HOme aNd cLEar house for hari rayA
25th to 28th - gO out as my moM took leave to all mY relatives house
29th - NIKE training
30th - fInally time to breathe while waiting for people to arrive
1st DEc - tuition
2nd - school training
3rd - chalet + tuition?
4th - chalet + school training
5th - chalet + work 6 to 10pm
6th - moM force to go moSque for soMe special meeting wanna go NIKE!! + tuition
7th - selcetions u-17
8th - selections u-17
9th - selections u-17 + school training
10th - Pri scH mates wanna vISit each other's hs for hari raya
11th - school training
12th - work
13th - NIKE training +tuition
14th - work
15th - hari rayaing with netballers?
16th - finaLLy frEE
17th - tuition
18th -camp
19th - camp
20th - camp
21st - work
22nd - FREE
23rd - training
24th - tuition
25th - work
26th - work
27th - NIke training
28th - work
29th - frEE !!!
30th- training
31st - tuition
wow...and it'll be first january..............cool eh? it's called the holidays....
oh well.................................................
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 7:00:00 am:.
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my 15th birthday is gone....................
and it left me with tears.....................
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:58:00 am:.
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funny...i tot i heard something outside when everyone is sleeping......hmmm, mebbbi it was just my imagination as usual...i need to pee due to too much water drunk during sahur....
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 6:50:00 am:.
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wrote some stupid stuff in the netball crap book....tmr going gym...gotta train up manz.....ANIWAE, fana's cookies were nice bring my cookies on thurs if i remember....today is the 18th of nov when mdm lee's baby is borned!!!!! :D but yea aniwaei think im gonna sleep now quite tired....but waiting for lala's call...
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:37:00 pm:.
training is in 2.5 hours...im kinda excited actuaLLy, enthu enthu...haha....even tho' my throat hurts my ears are smehow blocked and my nose is runninnnngg awaaaayyy.....but still waNNa go trg....hmm...still haf yet to complete writing at krystal's book.....hope to do it by this thurs...at LEast i hope she'll like ofrgive me coz it's my bdae....sigh.....
2 more days....like why am i counting down? haish.........................................
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:37:00 pm:.
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oh btw i have my new SIM card now....and im temperorily using my mom's hp....so yea can contact me thru there... aniwae started baking choc chip cookies today....then halfway louise my manager called and asked me to come down to kallang macs coz of smth urgent...so had to rush down...den it was abt my resignation, they won't letme quit and i refuse to leave kallang macs with a bad name...dun want to....aniwae, came home...tired already....cont. baking....after this gonna cont. again....hope it'll turn out nice :)
currently sick now....but still surviving...no mood to update summore...btw work sucked yest...........
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 2:31:00 pm:.
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i cant be bothered to make this blog nicer....
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 7:19:00 am:.
my birthday is in 5 days...but somehow just dun feel the spirit....like there's nothing to look forward to....haish....this is so not me....used to like countdown to my bdae cant wait till the day to come...but it's like i noe nth special out-of-the-ordinary will come on that day...k lets see what plans i have so far for that day...
10am-go bowling with jean and gang? they asked a long time ago
2.45pm-be in schoool take bus to amk for a game
6.30pm-training ends
7.00pm-breakfast
mebbi terawih after dat.....
haish...wad a birthday....no one special out there....the people im gonna see on my bdae also mite not like even bother...i bet sum of dem totally forgot....haii...nvm shall not spoil my mod.it's juz a stupid bdae...why get so worked up ryte? juz hope sum ppl wish me tt's all...yea tt's all i want......
aniwae...dun ask me how cum im so awake this early morn....i reached home at 12am yest after work...talked to jasman... gosh he has a sad story manz....he's so nakal....yar...but i prayed that everything would turn out good for him, turn out alryte....doa for him...hope it'll cum true....
nike today...no challenge just a usual training...not realli sure if i should go....my ankle...but i think im gg....hope so... but i dun like trg at knc...SMU nicer....
still feel guilty over krystal's lit book....im like so careless....haish....first i was my hp, den our books....all my fault...no one else to blame except myself....im borrowing other people's books tocopy their notes into krystal's new book that biggie bot me as a bdae present...so nice of her...and the book cost like $10....i still haf yet to buy mine...i hope the notes that i write in krystal's 'new' book is sufficient... i noe i cant realli write back her notes...hope she'll lik eforgive me...guess she's damn piz at me, looking at the last training...haii...mebbi it's just me...but i doubt so....i think she's angry, just like how i always make people angry.....haii.................
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 7:16:00 am:.
my ankles slightly bloated...should i go for nike? hmmm....
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 6:58:00 am:.
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im bored.....working later...hope there is the q bear for weiwei and the r bear for rury...but dunoe whether im allowed to take it for them....doubt so...haish...
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 1:47:00 pm:.
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What is Maturity?
Knowing myself.
Asking for help when I need it and acting on my own when I don't.
Admitting when I'm wrong and making amends.
Accepting love from others, even if I'm having a tough time loving myself.
Recognizing that I always have choices, and taking responsibility for the ones I make.
Seeing that life is a blessing.
Having an opinion without insisting that others share it.
Forgiving myself and others.
Recognizing my shortcomings and my strengths.
Having the courage to live one day at a time.
Acknowledging that my needs are my responsibility.
Caring for people without having to take care of them.
In three words, I can sum of everything I know about life :it goes on
Accepting that I'll never be finished -- I'll always be a work-in-progress.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:42:00 pm:.
i just signed up for frienster...and im blur....and hafizah is so nice...gosh her testimonial is so sweet...she really boosted my self-esteem...do i really go ard wif a wide smile on my face? :D wow....thankx hafizah (3e2)
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:26:00 pm:.
had training today....dunoe why i felt so moody...noraida noticed it....sigh....juz didn't feel myself...but can't possibly be pms-ing....wadever la....aniwae....juz when things couldn't get beta juz had to twist my ankle while doing the change of direction thingey....yea I HAVE WEAK ANKLES.....haii....den went to parkway....dey kinda cheered me up la....breakfast at pizzahut....laughed a lot....almost choked on my food....pri. sch mates, their ur really true friends...u can't even count on ur friends in sec sch sumtimes to do the cheering up and saying like "hey come on, look on the bright side of things" ... i guez im juz feeling real blah....hmmph...den went geylang...2 guys disturbed me and commented tt uim still in my sch uniform...ler....pasal la....ahakz....aniwae...reached home at abt 10.00...luckily my mom not home yet but aniwae..........
HAPPI BITHDAY FILZAH!! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE AND MAY YOU FIND HAPPINESS ALWAYS!!!
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:03:00 pm:.
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aaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:43:00 pm:.
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