i watched a miracle today.....maybe to others its not but to me it is....my sis have been waiting for rgs to call to accept the approval of her appeal to the school...and i felt so sad for her coz today wld be the last day tt rgs would confirm but they still havent called yet....before i went out at 2, she looked so gloomy waiting by the phone and so i prayed, i prayed for her to get a call, before i went out...and juz now when i came back, rgs actually called her down for an interview!! to me, its a miracle coz the fact that my prayers were answered im realli thankful....yeap... even tho' she hasnt realli got into rgs yet, at least an interview is something...
aniwae, today went out for a gathering with kal mac crew and managers and stars...pr crew's taking over kallang...like whatever, kal is no longer like kal, like the old times when i first joined it was so much fun...now, luckily im quittin soon but the real kal crew and all are keeping in touch still and today we went out and juz chil at the beach....bot stuff, lots of ppl were there but certain ppl whom i expected to cum didnt...like ivan and wei tiong and others...yea...aniway, was quite fun overall....played one game, ate, watched babigurl sing and dance,ate summore, went to play 'catching' with desmond, took a lot of pics, ate summore, sat at the beach, read some stuff...was about to cry when i left at 9.05pm...esp. when hugging dayah....its like when am i ever gonna see them again...haish....mebbi after 'Os' lah....yar....but i noe we'll keep in contact...our meeting day is on the 29th of every month...so mebbi on the 29th of every month will be my 'break'... aniwae, dat'll be my last party for this year....not gonna merayap nimore...at least i hope not to....gotta settle down, fast.
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sigh....wad a bad ending to a good day.....haish.....i should neva have said yes to him....and i tot i cld keep my feelings well-hidden....maybe its for the best for next year..gotta start looking on the bright side of things coz "when one door of happiness closes, another one opens...." a broken heart cant be dat bad...yea....live with it...
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cam back from jogging...so sianz...was like so slow-jogging about 27 mins plus.....sucky....had stomach aches and headaches when i came back.....aniwae, din go nike party yest in the end....sigh wadever la....i guess studying
is more impt. shall not elaborate on wad i felt yest....nwiae, today im hopping to make my next year's pair of contacts...my aunts gonna pay for it, hopefully...bleargh, if she doesn't i hafta use MY money...which is like so little left :( ok, so sch's starting in 5 days....den must full blast liao to rot my brains for 'O's...sigh, but first things first, netball tournaments.... and hope we can take part in daisy tan!!! haa....i want the love actually soundtrack...hmPH....something for myself....
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Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold On)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
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to go? or not to go? haii
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finally we're gonna start on history project..sigh when it's exactly one week left to school...forever last minute work.... but doubt we'll get much done today only 2 of dem cuming over to my house so yea...most prob we'll start crapping and whining over school....work today at 6....plan to quit after chinese new year, which is late jan... really hope my working days do not clash with tournaments.... *prays hard*
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heLLo...it is 24th december exaclty 9 more days to school...haish im so not ready to face it....aniwae, kinda hectic holiday i had...certain issues tt gotta start thinking about
1) quitting work so tt can conc. but if i quit i gotta budget on stuff
2) holiday homework which is incomplete
3) studying? haish...haven touched my books....
4) someone....someone...someone...
5) netball? haii...kinda slacking....dissappointment... (did i spell tt ryte? )
nothing seems to be going right....well, mebbi it's just me....wadever...feeling so blah....
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tired.....realize im always tired....emotionally and physically, juz plain tired.....been thinking too much, wayy too much.... kinda like back to my old self...no this cant happen...i need sumone to brighted up my day...where are you? -looks around- there's no one..............
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tired..dead tired...die la every week like this....tuition then hafta rush down for trg....aargh, damn, tmr work...not realli looking forward to it...but on second tots....i need the money so wadeva it is gotta go....
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HELLLOO...at filz house now, apparently jalan rayer looks more like a chilling out party...4 of us , me, fil rini and fifi... so nice!! :) haha...diz is the life manz....great frenz~!!!!~~~LOVE em'
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heyLOO...watched love actually for the second time today wif weiwei, rury and wl....so niCE!!! very touCHing anD heart-wARming....haish....feel like watcHIng it for the thiRd time but moneY's ReaL tite nOW...goTTa stARt working MOre sO i can Top up my Allowances this yeaR...and i seriously gotta budget now but it's so hard gg window-shopping and no movies... hmph! niwae, saw 8 people at orchard that we noe...cool eh? so many.... firstly so krystal < she was gg to the doctor> den at the theattre we saw janice and weishan <3e1> but they din see us..then so shareena then after dat saw rachel the rachel sec 4/4 2002 the prefect the one someOne like...*AHEM* hehe....then downstairs saw cheryl tay robert's ass. hahaha..k la like so rude liddat...4/4 assistan sports capt. then later walk walk then saw thy nygh GS.... she's cute lor....out wif a gal...hah.....then lastly saw my pri sch fwen whom din recognise me...heh...niwae very tired now.... we took neoprint!! ok so i officially spent like more than 10 bucks and i still owe lx $3.50...haish...budget budget.....
those who haven caught love actually go catch it coz it's damn nice....spread a little love around~
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You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding! |
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.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 2:51:00 pm:.
tuition today....ever since tuition started been seeing a lot of rosie lately...haha....niwae yest went out to jln rayer wiF deeJay, hanisah , hanisah , prap, nana, shy, didi and haFIzah.....my house was lAst and poor thinG someOf thEM naNTi kene mArah coz lamabat balik....so yea it was kinda fun yest except for the moment when shy disappeared for a whiLE....cant wait for 10th and 15th...
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i can't believe it...i hope it's not true, on the other hand, i wuld be honoured....haii what can i say...but i hope he's not playing a trick on me...i hope not...
ps: someday has a nice wink, cute one tt might attract people... *ahem* should do tt more often haha and u mite juz see gals running after ya.... *winks* ok that wink wasn't nice...hmpH! :)
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:32:00 pm:.
aargh! irritating i wrote a long entry abt chalet and it disappeared...ugh! so pissed
ok aniwae shall cut it short laaa....first day wasnt dat fun to me coz me and deb had to leave early at like 7 plus.....so yea while the rest were like having fun playing ice and water... haha aniwae when got home begged mum summore to allow me to sleepover chalet...so yea in the end she allowed after rally much persuation from me and after conditions that were so dumb - i haf to be back by morn the next day , it was my diz yea BDAE present from her so yea i have practically no bdae present from my own mum, AND i had to really burst and cry and beg in front of her then she act. allowed me to go...haii...SO next day after trg we had the AMAZING RACE game....to me, that was the best and most fun part of the chalet...me deb and wl really had a funa nd adventurous time togeda aniwae firstly we had to shoot 30 shots and me deb and wl came in first then i went to run to pick the card < there were 4 of them for the 4 groups> so we RAAAN and GRABBED out bags and we were outa sch in a flash....haha i think that was the fastest timing any netballer wld get out of sch after trg...lol~ aniwae RAAN across took 32 to bugis we were supposed to go to bugis to buy soft drinks....act. we had kinda a disadvanatge coz we were gg AWAY from tanah merah while the others all went to parkway, whitesands and tm....ANIWAE we weren't discouraged and we sat RIGHT IN FRONT so tt we could get down asap....finally when we reched we RAAN down and RAAAN to catch the traffic light which the GREEN MAN Was blinking liao...aniwae debre suggested that she SPRINTED and i mean really did she sprin to cold storage to buy the stuff... which was two bottles of soft drinks....so we cARried her bags and oh man did she sprint as tho' she was entering the hundred metre race during sports day......so even before me and wl reach the escalator to go DOWN to cold storage she called wl and said she's done and meet at the mrt...super fast man....then we missed the train, like just missed... so we had to wait another 5 mins for the next train..by the time reached tanah merah we just missed the 1.30 train... we were like aargh...didn't wanna wait for the 2.30 train coz we knew if we wait the other teams wld haf come by them so we decided to haf an adventure of out own... we walked, jogged, RAAANN, even took pics, asked for loads of directions from bus drivers...haha it really was like the amazing race for us.....aniwae before we ran opposite we met rury and her team and they looked dead beat...seriously...wl was like i dunno aniting and we just cont. running...quite meanla but hey it was a game ya noe....think they were kinda disappointed to that they missed the shuttle bus.... ANIWAE we walked and ran and jogged to where our instincts told us to go with the help of sign boards...haha coz we din really din noe how to get to safra resort....so we decided to take a risk and we took no. 9 bus...but it turned to bedok and we were like screaming arrgh wrong...den quickly allighted and walked back to the main road...then in the end we walked to expo...wasn't satisifed so we walked and jogged summore..further down..then finally got tired and decided to use our brains...haha....we took 35 the bus driver was kind anice....so the bus zoomed then we PASSED by The reSORT....we were SO HAPPY like SO HAPPY!!! haha..budden our happiness crashed when the bus just zoomes past it and kept gg and gg and gg....so far away man....then we were like oh shit so FAR wanna walk....then finally it stopped at tanah merah ferry terminal....we were practically stranded on an unknown island...haha....so we walked out of the tanah merah ferry terminal, I jogged to the main road...the rest were like giving up dead tired but i kept insisting that we still try coz it was only 2 plus and the rest of the grps wld stil be at tanah merah interchange waiting for the hsutle bus...so when we were at the main road we couldnt decide whether to go left or right..we were seriously lost...taking a cab did cross our mins but we din.....so we had to get a lift from some strangers...muakhakhahkha that was th efunnies part...there were many lorries and trucks which made the siutation scarrier...luckily we were in bright daylight and not nite time...aniwae a truck stopped said he was in a rush sorri cant send us...a nother lorry stopped and said that he duunnoe where is safra resort..i swear we looked so pathetic... hahha.. so aniwae, this blue car came along and the woman driver was so nice she waved to us and said come come... i tot she was sum teacher at first coz whao who wld be so nice man...den din noe her at all..and GOSH was she nice... she din ask any questions just drove us right in when u tried insisting to her that outside and the main road of the safra resort was good enough....< debre went krazi over her after dat> hahah....mebbi we shall write to the newspapers....aniwae, we were the second to arrive..but act, we were soupposed ot be first coz rury's grp took a cab...so YEA...wad an adventure....haha...looking forward to other amazing races...hehe....had loads of fun.... aniwae went swimming after dat den reached home startd the babeque....so yea....my mood kinda went down a bit due to some remarks that were insensitively made....haish...wadeva la....den before we knew it it was 9.30 plus and like so many people started leaving....first the sinior, then qw and fana...den rury and debre...den hafizah also wanted to go....sonia din come coz she was sick nad aso....haish...by the time hafizah lef i was ready to burst in to tears...so stayed in the room alone while the 5 of the rest ppl were downstairs watching bachelor.....haii...called minmin up..she conforted me...thx minmin...i din really tell her much y i was like in that mood and crying and all but yea just she being there helped and gaving me a hug...so yea.....then we went to watch midnight movie love actually... the movie was very nice to me very meaningful and if u haven catch it go catch it...spread a little love....den we took cab home....as in home to safra resort...my mood got beta after watching the show...so touching... kk when we reach home it was abt 3.45....washed up and all of us just felll asleep....i woke up at abt 8.45.... took a quick shower and wl and lx were already buying breakfast.....so yea ate check out waited for the shuttle bus but we missed te 10.15 one and the busstop was so full of ppl we said we definitly coudn't get onto the next bus which was 11.15 so yea we took a cab to tanah merah interchange and i took 31 home...stopped at bedok and took 28....slept all the way home...yea so that's the sec 4 farewel chalet this year.....and my bdae rpesent this year which my mum din even give a isngle cent to spend on....haii....so aniwae ya was juz kinda sad dat only 6 ppl managed to sleepover....
haii....
*back to reality* wondering whether to go for training or selections...diz minmin must be sleeping tt's why haven reply my msg...shall call her...tata....
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i shall go now but before tt i haf smth to say, life is unfair
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:17:00 pm:.
life is unfair
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:15:00 pm:.
life is unfair
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:09:00 pm:.
life is unfair
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:07:00 pm:.
aaargh...wadeva...dearest mother still refuses to let me sleepover chalet...i dun dare ask her again or she'll be pissed at me for 1 whole week...so PETTY....argh!!! it's like the holidays, i wanna sleepover wif my frenz and my seniors!! waddaheck la....so irritating....here i am facing the comp in my brother's room while everyone else is having fun at the chalet, singing and just crapping. HMPH! not fair... feel like bursting....haii shall not shed tears so stoopid reason to shed tears....AniWAE im gonna wait till my mom's mood get beta....it's all becoz of my sista...haii i noe i shouldn't blame her it's not her fault..but my mum seems to like say that i should set a GOOD example for my sista to follow so tt she won't be so havoc like me working at mac coming home so late then wana sleepover at chalet....arGH!!!!! life is so unfair.......... haish...
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chalet day!!! excited? yeap.....but im having a stomach ache now...ok im always having a stomach ache....
been sleeping a lot lately...always dozing off while doing something...so irritating and when i wake up i regret sleeping... how dumb can i get....my dearest mother wun allow me to sleepover the chalet..i dun care im gonna ask her again today..mebbi i go home den later my auntie send me a nite? hope so laaaa....haish....ok dere's training tomoro... so fast...
time is passing by fast..i need time to breathe.....
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ok im feelingvery drowsy...had a big headache during training just now but continued wif trg aniwae....it slowly disappeared and now it's back agn....im supposed to be getting ready to go for hidayah's open house....all the kal mac ppl are meeting up first..dun feel like meeting them think i'll just go myself...ANIWAE tmr is chalet? like so fast? haii....after trg went to eat at kfc becOz some ppL insist tt i go...in the end kinda like the whole team went....so SHE was happy laaaaa get to eat at kallang....hMPH! then went home....took a little shower and i was doing some work for like about 5 minutes with 98.7 blasting den i fell asleep...when i woke up, linkin park-numb was playing and dunnoe why i just got up and sang it LOUD man....then u noe like the song's like venting out ya frustration like "I'VE BECOME SO NUMB....." then dunnoe why tears started streaming down my face while i was singing it....den ended up crying......what crap....mebbi dats why i got a headache now...but now, i feel beta after letting it out......much better....
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oh i forgot...samantha lee is in mavis tutorial centre too...muakhakhakha....i dunnoe why i find that funny.....
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woke up at like 9.30 today? was like so late!! meeting shi min at 10.45 at parkway and i was so doomed....rush rush and managed to reach dere only 5 mins late...hehe *ahem* aniwae, tuition was GREAT...haha differentiation is kind ainteresting...tho' mr ng's speed and ms lui's speed are TOTALLY diff... one is like soslow and one is like so fast...but i prefer mr ng's speed coz his speed keeps me awake and alert at all times.... haha slow makes me wanna sleep....anwiaE after tuition went to eat then went to library wif msm2.... then now i am at home! :D dunoe whether to go nike later...seems as tho' it's gonna rain..........and if we go there and it rains it's like what a waste of time....haii
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