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:Sunday, February 29, 2004:
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope


.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 3:35:00 pm:.

i believe in love. i believe it will come to me one day.


.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 3:32:00 pm:.
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:Sunday, February 22, 2004:
2 years ago, when i was at the mosque on the last day of the islam year, i saw my mother cry when the ustaz was reading out the doa, repenting our sins, I just ameen kan it and did not feel much


this year, yesterday night, it was the same doa that he read out, it was the same masjid. but i cried, i repented. i felt closer to GOD than ever. the doa had meaning.


i feel older. mature. i can take control now.


.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 2:17:00 pm:.
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:Monday, February 02, 2004:
i have decided nt to update here animore.....i think updating at my diary helps more, at least that's where i can read thru
my good and bad memories i had for the past 3 years....my mind's in a mess now and im having a splitting headache but i guess life goes on if im not dead....

i'll bury myself in work...

goodbye.


.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:05:00 am:.
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