"Blurry"

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me






need i saY more?

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:28:00 pm:.
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it's good to be back foR a while...miss my radio and my bed and my blah de blah. shALL not express my pizness here la huh...

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

somehow ryte, whenever i update my blog i feel so emotion-less...probably coz its 7.35 in the morn!! but whenever it comes to night,or mid-day, it always gets so lonely. :( haiiZ, shall copy the new time-table now la. dats what i came home to do anyway. buaiz.

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 7:32:00 am:.
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alryte.iM now officially staying at AMK (my aunts house) well, at least for two weekS, dunnoe whether when sch re-opens still gonna stay dere...half of me want, half of me dun WAnt. Anyway, it's coz kitchen is renovating arhh, so it's like super dusty here.came back for a while to get some more stuff.. dun like the idea of moving ard my stuff tho'. so leceh-fying. haii.it's one and a half weeks more to sch re-opens and i havent done anything much actualli. screwed. k la, wont be updating much since there's no internet at my aunt's house. toodles.

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 7:36:00 pm:.
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im still deciding whetHer to Go WWW tmr or not with netBallies..$$$$$$$$.. plus suMMOre i think i've been enjoying-slacking too much. trip to msia was fun but tiring. well, it was FUn playing water and getting soaked with all the Kuzzin-kUzzin at the back of the house and it waS nice being able to talk and pour stUFF about my dad and everything until 4 am on sunday. ahaKz. and getting scared And all. we talked SOO much right from terrorist, to BUSH to OSaMA, to ISLAM, to the MASKID TAHA at Geylang i think thAt wE MUSLIMS cant enter coz it ajaran sesat, to family and a lot a lot more laaaa. yeAh.
weLLZ, today gotta help mama and packing thE kitchen. (we're renovating it) then wont be at home for 2 weeks gg to my aunt'S house. SOOO yep anyone wanna contact me kol at hp yeah coz onli my dad will be at hOME. yA. nth much to say arhz. still thinking whether i shd go not..

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 5:21:00 pm:.
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another tiring and a mixed-feelings-and-emotions-kinda-day.....
weLL, started out with meeting didi and aveline at parkwAy at about 11... i wasn't miss-punctuality fer today...hahZ. yep. anyway, bot stuff for the "class outing" at GIANT. tried to budget as much as we could la, since onli 8 PEOPLE TURNED UP. so much for a class outing...haiIZ. fine. well, so it was me,didi,aVo,biggie,hoishan,loko,qiuts and Valerie.how pathetic can a pathetic class outing get.yea,wadever. anyway, then ate, i brought the portable raDio so it was quite fun la. played bluFf, went to the waters, played soccer, captain's ball(and i'm AlWAYS the monkey coz i'm a netballer..lerr..haha but i din mind la) then TRIED to play basketball...qiuts damn good man...then went in the waters, got all wet coz of some ppl spraying watER on me even tho i insisted i had no extra clotheS. yea but got dry anyway. so gedebaK dedebuK, it was 3.00pm... so we left. biggie's mom tuMpang us baq To parkway, then me and didi were so damn bored. like whatever sia we were kindA pissed about the class outing. so yea were walking around pp. went U2 la blah blah. den decided to cut my haIr. so off we went to the $10 for 10 mins. fast.style.life. hahahah. was looking up at REDS at parkway, den "NAH..." yea so went there. cut my hair. was like bismillah-ing all the way coz i hate haircuts it makes me nervous of the results. heh. weird huh? anyway, it turned out ok actualli. i like it, my head feelS so muCh lighter now. boucier like what didi would say. yea so after that we were stranded at the busstop no kNowing what to do, where to go. yea so decided to go suntec, since didi wanted to watch a movie and i was ok with it. TROY. yea we're like super late every cinema we went practically din have TROY anymore. ha. so anyway, took 31, alighted then took 16 then the journey waS like draggy, there was a jam in the middle which got us more piZ.so yea then we were about to go bUGis budden the bus din stop near there so like malas nak jalan so we waited for suntec busstop. BUT NOOOOO, 16 din GO to suntec, the busstop was like freaking faARRR.so we din stop. then we realized 16 goes to TOWN. so yea, soon after we saw PS. were like kk alight here alight here. so yea there we were in PS went straight up to C the timings and stuff. no results.. walked walked down to Cine. wenT up, no results. were like so damn tired already. so walked sUmmoRe went to lido. blah, had no TROY aso. SO we wanted to watch ETERNaL smth at 7.15, tho' it's NC-16...but yea so it was 6.15 ard there by then..went to search for aplace to eat at the cinema there. so hard to get seats NOE. irrtatiNGG** finallly sat down, eat then didi's grandma called, blah blah, as usual then asked her to go home... yea so liddat laa our plans were spoilt..i tot today i can stay out LATE since my mom gg to stay at malaysia. but no, i went home. guess there were no plans. din feel wanted anywhere. yea, so before that went popular, bot didi her bdae present! her long-awaited headphones. hah. great to actualli see her smile esp. aFter the irritating spoilT planS.. yea so i went home kinda satisfies la coz hey at home pon, boleh jugak tengok ceriter per. got vcds. yea so here i am, being guai when i could have been out very late today and even stay over sumone's house.haaa. rrryytee.. k la, shall watcH hmm. entah la eh.
take care folks. :)

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 8:12:00 pm:.
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why izzit that when you wanna make someone happy by doing something for her you end up hurting another person? does thiS always happen to me or what? is it fated that when i wanna stengthen my friendshiP with a person, i "lose" another friend momentarily? or izzit just ME? does this only happen to me? haiiZ...is the saying true that when u gain one you lose one too? or smth liddat. cant be bothered to explain myself.

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 8:59:00 pm:.

never never go out for 18 hours wearing sports shoe the whole timE and having your socks wet in the first few hours and continue weAring them the next 15-17 hours and not taking them off till you get home. your feet will juST ROT. kk. translation:
dont do this: wake up at 5am in the morn, reach suntec at 6am, queue for 5 hours outisde in the rain and puddles. (dats how my socks got wet) i swear they should have just let it in, havoc isa outisde in the queue people were like shouting "eh my underwear wet already can let us in or not?! " and also " we are SINGAPORE IDOLS you guys who dont let us in are SINGAPORE IDIOTS." hahaz. then in the next 3 hours, wait in the suntec building onLy to hear bad news that your fren dint get in singapore idol. but that wasnt the point MARIE wasnt even judged by the judges!! what freaking crap is that. auditions SUPPOSED to be singing in front of the judges but noooooo she auditioned in front of a lady whom is the producer i think, 3 computers and one camera. dumb.seriously dumb.and they call it the singapore idol AUDITIONS.me and dayah was so sad for her :( :( :( k la we were expecting her to get in second round at LEAST. coz im quite certain she's better than than the gays, mats over there. but yeah who am i to judge ryte? imnot much better than 1 lady, 3 computers and one camerA. k freak whatevr. then tired tIred went tuition. 2.30-4pm. den went nike training 5-7? yea lc made us do the run half a round and do a drill and do it 5 times. that was for warm-up. me and lx were kinda slack...haha. but still, training in wet socks..eeew. then after that went orchard and watch some street fest thing with lala. kinda cool overall the bands. a bit like the tpjc song fest, budden it was better la coz higher standards and all. after that walked around, ate. then finally at 11 dah penat giler so decided to go home. and we too gundus were like walking to the mrt padahal we got bus outside far east to take home. but we din tell each other. so we went mrt la. den lala was like saying orchard is like so FEWW stops from my house. and she haf to like change train and all la. So CURSE Me la. then guez wad? when we reached the mrt there were signs saying " DISRUPTION OF MRT SERVICE FROM NEWTON ONWARDS TO WARDS JURONG." curse me suMMORE lala. all you fault. haha. so we walked back to far east, then i went across to take 105 and she waited for her 518 express bus...then muakhakahah i think i cursed her back and then she waited for half an hour only to realize that 518 the last bus was 10pm. mukahakahkaha...so she had to walk back to the MRT. hehhe. sorri for cursing ya sis. :P yeah, so i reached home at like 12am coz the bus was packed packed giler i was till at the front door. so PENAT sia i swear when i opened my socks the skin inderneath my feel was like peeling. its like having blisters while wearing sports shoe. yuck. hurt sia wHen i walk. but ya that was yest. and yes lala, she got home safely as well. so that was my peanting 18-hour outside walking and walking. my mum was piz la duh, but yea i noe how to get out of her pizness..yea, so today im stuck at home. grounded for one day kirekan. oh well, congrats to those who got into SINGAPORE IDOL 2nd round. gotta admit im still a bit sore over marie's case. HMmPH! k la, next event cuming up is claz outing on fridaY!! cant wait, and im in charge of games..hmmm...ideas anyone? tho i already got 4 games on my mind.

mario winans song "i dont wannoa noe" is stuck in my head man. i miss saying i"i sepak your face" kinda say it to the netballers onlIeh.
ok, i betta stick to me being grounded.

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:58:00 pm:.
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dont noe why the sudden craze ovEr dedications on p10...probably coz im so bored and guez it just gives a kinda excitement huh. yeah, was just like playing playing trying to get thru in all request live just now, den finally got thru then i pressed the wrong button and ended the call..how dumB. msg-ed to the dj, grace, then she read out, she was like so sorry it happened huNn...haha. asked me to try again but i was so tired i just knocked out. anyway, realleh reallI reallYY cant wait for tmr. 6 am at suntec. well, ppl mite say kiasu la budden sum of them are already camping there. it starts at 8, singapore idol. no,im not taking part duh, MARIE, kal mac fren. she's got it all man. working with her for one year, i can nEver get enuff of her singing whenever we do parTies togeda. *prays for her* she kolled me, told me she's like freaking nervous den me dayah and her was like having a conference..so me and dayah kept quiet then she practise singing oN the fone. it was great sia. i din even noe what SONG but she sang it so weLL. ok la im biased and who am i to judge her singing. dats why i cant wait tmr. plus, dayah's smaller bro mite be cuming.sho cute. cant wait to carry him eitheR. hehe.. 6 am means waking up at 4.30am. hmm.. dont care. still excited. havent met up with them for quite sum time anyway so yea hope marie doesn't get TOO tensed tmr. you go gurL. :D

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i think i think too much


.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:08:00 am:.
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http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286682923&congratulation_page=Y (mr anG bbq)

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4288161205 (kal mac frenz)

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4288245967 (hari raya with pri sch mates)

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4288246071 (hari raya with netBallers)

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4288246179 (sec 4 farewell)

hey those who wanna check out the pics, yep up there *points up*

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:05:00 pm:.

Moments in Life
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >There are moments in life when you miss someone
> > > >so much that you just want to pick them from
> > > >your dreams and hug them for real!
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
> > > >but often times we look so long at the
> > > >closed door that we don't see the one,
> > > >which has been opened for us.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
> > > >Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
> > > >Go for someone who makes you smile,
> > > >because it takes only a smile to
> > > >make a dark day seem bright.
> > > >Find the one that makes your heart smile.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >Dream what you want to dream;
> > > >go where you want to go;
> > > >be what you want to be,
> > > >because you have only one life
> > > >and one chance to do all the things
> > > >you want to do.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
> > > >enough trials to make you strong,
> > > >enough sorrow to keep you human and
> > > >enough hope to make you happy.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >The happiest of people don't necessarily
> > > >have the best of everything;
> > > >they just make the most of
> > > >everything that comes along their way.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >The brightest future will always
> > > >be based on a forgotten past;
> > > >you can't go forward in life until
> > > >you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >When you were born, you were crying
> > > >and everyone around you was smiling.
> > > >Live your life so at the end,
> > > >you're the one who is smiling and everyone
> > > >around you is crying.
> > > >

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:05:00 am:.
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haha my dedication came out again on p10..im mad i noe...e-mail diz time, it was basically for my bro la.ili, mab and whoever 4e4-ian who wants the pic for mr ang bbq i upload alreadieh so its readieH for collection! haha.ryte. those who want it tell me yea?

.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:58:00 pm:.
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