looks like there's gonna be another thing that im gonna remember for the rest of my life... that pass and that spot in toa payoh sports hall.sigh. i keep thinking if only,if only,if only. if only. i had made that pass accurately. if only. i have to say it again, if only.
oh well, i guess 4th isn't dat bad...shd be thankful huh...considering the little time we had together to train, and that the seniors also had 5 months break last year before they started training again last dec, and that we had a new coach...really saw the improvement right from day 1 till now..it's like when we were playing friendly with rj at their homeground we got thrashed? score diff was like 20 plus? but yest, when we played, the score diff was only two...TWO goALZ.yeah, ajc really improved... and we were even up in the first quater by SIX goALZ...haiz.well, i got slapped by the wd during the match lah. dunnoe how aso her hand landed on my face...but i guess the experience was good, especially as a j1...tho the guilt will always remain in me about that pass no matter what you guys say about it, but i'll try to take it positively.guess everything happens for a reason. maybe when we were playing with jj we were on form but yest, it was just not our day? anyways, AC match with HC really looked good from the outside...really great play.

and that place is so slippery.

argh. now that season is over, so many other thing on my mind now. kuckily june hOLZ are here..can't wait to catch up with them and so many other people....missing a lot of peepz here... and gonna go back tk to get o level cert. i want to see mrs tan!!! hahz.

ait.tmr is be yourself day...really not interested in dressing up and all, would pon tmr if there's no basketball thingey...think it's against classes..not sure, but cant wait..love basketball too! :D haha...yeah, so me and aileedn formed a team in my class already and so we signed up and dats the only thing im looking forward to tmr! yeay. maybe gg out tmr.
just a few month ago was having our sec 4 farewell and this june holz having j2s farewell. and term 2 is over. so fast. 1.5 more years in aj. hahz. really wanna treasure evry moment in my life and be happy.like what zhiyen said.
kal ho naa ho.
oohhh.and happy belated bdae fana. :D dont noe if she got my sms on dat day. my fone sometimes screw up.kinda irritating.

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ok.firstly im too lazy to update...all i wanna do is just stone and think of netball. and semi-finals. *grinz* im too lazy to do hwk once i reach home..man, i love my teammates...they really cover up for eah other...i still rmemeber so clearly in the JJ match i made a freakingly stUUPId pass dat went straight to the GK and JJ brought the ball down FAST and then at the end of th court ShiQI tIpped the ball out...was really heartened to see that..it was dat kinda thing that made me go on and on, that made the game not about winning oly but about playing for each other...though yeah, we all admitted we didn't play our bestest best in that game..but we made it through! :) and zhenyun made the difference in the last pressurizing penalyty shot.if i were her, i know i wouldn't be able to take the pressure and it's probably gonna be an airball as usual, but she took it so calm and the ball went straight through the net...the 3 seconds was a killer manz.. was so close to tears...so in the end, because of zhenyun's last penalty shot, the final score was 30-31 to ajC!! though my body was like aching so mucH, i was still so happy..they play so rough la...oh well, that game's over...and the team really worked hard..i guess the mental skills training did help in a way..coz the onli thing i was thinking about was to stay calm and focussed... yeah, everyone did weLL..be it aj or JJ...i must say Jj really put up a hard fight for us... yeah... relali glad that game's over...just now watched the game again the library after transferring it to a videotape...we kept laughing..it was super funny. sigh. i love them. :) im glad that once upon a december, shiqi had poisoned my mind to join netball, and to be part of this wonderful team. thankx qi.haha. ok lah. im not supposed to update so long..but i wanna remeber this forever and ever...

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argh.the bloody blister on at my tapak kaki is so irritaatinggg!!!! that was like a MAJOR distraction i had while playing tj game...one game down, two more to go...rather, one more game...AC is like -no comments- *perspires* so now is JJ...Jj..JJ.JJ.jJ....Jj....i screwed up econs test just thinking of tmr's match..seriously man, after i do every question i think abou ttmr's match...*shakes head* one mor ematch to seMI-fiNALS...SemI-FinaLS....sEMi-fInals...ahhhhh... wish i had some kind of inspiration...but no matter what, tmr is kinda like the day of destiny for aj netball this year...to move on, or just be knowN as top 8....just pray and hope everything will turn out alright tmr....aj JIaYou....we can do this. m just freaking irritated that the crucial match is at 3.20 and the other 2 matches are at 4.40..but nvm..im so hungry now...for once ryte, im not like worried about the test i screwed up just now.hah. probably not having cheer support tmr... but i dont realli take notice...all i know is tmr we pia and pia and just do what we gotta do and everything will just fall into place...ok.im gg to eat maggi.

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oh no.im not supposed to be here. but here i am blogging.this hsall be short and sweet.

won cj todAy...the centre of CJ is from cedar lar, then she was like saying to me that she recognise me coz i went to cedar to appeal to get in there after P6..whao, guess i havent changed much if she recognises me? *shrugs* anyway, we're ins econd round, against TJ,JJ and AC..kinda scared but i think its better than the other group...we must really pia...dunnoe why but all i can think about is netball now..wad other stupid stuff like maths and econs common test and the worse stupidest thing is PI i just cant be bothered with all these now...its just i really wanna make it all the way to semi-finals at least..its been quite some time since my team entered semis...sec 4 din get the opportunity...the game against AMK and RV stilll lingers somewhere in my memory...the game that prevented us from gg to semis..i really really want this badly...we must pia again and again...i think we can, if we focus and really be composed during the game...just now, after Cj match felt like crying...the thought of the groupings made me so scared and frekaed out...cant really explain myself why i was so emo...haiiz...i guess i just want to do this right. to make everything right. after all, netball's all i got. haha. tho im planning to leave it in two years? and SHIqi.haiyoh so worried. hope she'll be ok by monday..but if cannot, im sure adel and aileen and jolyn can cover up...after all, adel did well today...maybe one of the reasons why i wanna go semis so badly is that people have been looking down on us ah... dont realli like that feeling of people looking down on my temmates...i guess every team is trying their best...one thing im glad is that aj neva meet vj or nj...coz i realli dont wanna face having to play with my friends (fana and deb)...they mean too much to me esp from all the memoreis and experience that i carry with in sec skl...and that i thank God for...

ok...tmr got training and mother's day advance surprise that mua cousins and me plan for all our mothers...hope our cooking goes all well...in the meantime, i wanna have a goodnight's sleep today! hehe. toodles~

just gotta add that Vj and HC game is really inspiring and motivating. and VJ looks like winners to me, after how hard they fought. whao. *applauds*

and i SAW and HUG miSS tAN CHING YI TODAY AT KNC!! i miss her so much!! haha..yeah.. maybe one day should go back tk....

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OHHH and i forgot something,
LALA if ur reading this, u remember the crazy taxi game that we like to play in arcade??? my bro bought the cd then can play at X-BOX..haha...so the next time we actually play it at the arcade, im gonna beat u straight. hehehhehehe :P *grinz* i've been practising. :P :P :P

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uh-oh.
i shouldn't be here blogging but i am here blogging.haha, lame.was trying to avoid the comp the whole day but what can i say, the comp is too tempting.ohhh computer,ur so irresistible. muakhakahkaha. lamez
anyway,
congratulations to hazlami for getting the aJ IDOL title. cool eh. just now was watching the repeat telecast of musica extravagenza or smth liddat again den taufik came out to sing reminded me of haz.so yep.congrats! azra looked damn sexy on that day la. haha.... and to me caryn sang v well, it was like playing a record. even tho she sang some Chinese song.
tmr holiday! gonan meet up with the tk netbaLLErs! yeay, like finally sia...
before that hopefully can go jog with zhiyen.
there's still summore ppl i wanna meet up with la but sigh. so many excuses..
MR BOK has started helping out in aj netball. i really feel funny personally ah. serIOUSLy, last time we used to hate him like shit, tk netballers, can still rem when we were playing against damai sec was like cursing him and all. and NOW, he is like coaching my current team. amusing ah? im in no power to say aniting i guess hafta accept him right. see how la, it's still too early to judge him yet. but hearing a lot of stuff boud him.. :S
hmm, what else. OOHHH met a lot of ppl at CCA B when we went to support AJ V ball. so mnay ppl suddenly join hockey. aha. shy,didi, syafiqah,aisyah,farah and some more... yeah, dinnoe hockey team aso wear skirt, i always thought it's just netball and tennis...
ok i should get gg.

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