MY GOD.
i seriously have misunderstood ya..
and im really really sorry...
that day when you waited for me till 1.05am was the day it all happened...
and i was very very upset that i got sensitive over all the other stuff as well..
you are so right man. sometimes i wish too we both weren't leaders...then we wont have all these misunderstandings, expectations and all these formality and stuff. ugh.
ya noe, at the beginning of this year 2005, when i wrote my first entry in my personal diary about being in aj, your name came out a lot. i wrote,(this is quoted exactly okie..) it's just that sometimes when you meet someone new, you just know whether she's your type of friend, and to me, i can see you and me being very close, as a very good friend....
and throughout this year, yea, there were some rough patches...
"several disagreements...quite a few unhappy moments.."
BUT but BUT but.. (hehe..its exact frm your blog)
your buddy here too has a lot of bad points..
i noe..
i can be rude when im panicking especially..
especially when some deadline is approaching and we're still at square 1 on the task..
my basic manners sometimes just dont come out as it is supposed to be..
im over-sensitive..
i read too much in between the lines..
even if its not meant for me i still think its meant for me...
and im really really sorry...
but what you wrote on your blog really touched me...
im not all those good points you mentioned ah...
and your not all those bad points you mentioned too....
lets just start the new year good k...
i really miss the times before we were leaders. hah. 6 more months gurl! lets hold on ait.
love ya much.
take care and happy new year to ya. =)
*muacks*
and to everyone else..happy new year to ya!
im ready to smile and welcome the new year though im in pain now with the hot water bottle on my tummy...
sadly, i'll be spending new year at johore today till tomorrow..
hahz..
oh well. just a small confession. i have not finished hwk and i dont realli care now. just want to enjoy the last few days of holiday.
now that someone has given me a reason to smile despite everything gg on here at home =)
love to all. =)
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:58:00 am:.
MY GOD.
i seriously have misunderstood ya..
and im really really sorry...
that day when you waited for me till 1.05am was the day it all happened...
and i was very very upset that i got sensitive over all the other stuff as well..
you are so right man. sometimes i wish too we both weren't leaders...then we wont have all these misunderstandings, expectations and all these formality and stuff. ugh.
ya noe, at the beginning of this year 2005, when i wrote my first entry in my personal diary about being in aj, your name came out a lot. i wrote,(this is quoted exactly okie..) it's just that sometimes when you meet someone new, you just know whether she's your type of friend, and to me, i can see you and me being very close, as a very good friend....
and throughout this year, yea, there were some rough patches...
"several disagreements...quite a few unhappy moments.."
BUT but BUT but.. (hehe..its exact frm your blog)
your buddy here too has a lot of bad points..
i noe..
i can be rude when im panicking especially..
especially when some deadline is approaching and we're still at square 1 on the task..
my basic manners sometimes just dont come out as it is supposed to be..
im over-sensitive..
i read too much in between the lines..
even if its not meant for me i still think its meant for me...
and im really really sorry...
but what you wrote on your blog really touched me...
im not all those good points you mentioned ah...
and your not all those bad points you mentioned too....
lets just start the new year good k...
i really miss the times before we were leaders. hah. 6 more months gurl! lets hold on ait.
love ya much.
take care and happy new year to ya. =)
*muacks*
and to everyone else..happy new year to ya!
im ready to smile and welcome the new year though im in pain now with the hot water bottle on my tummy...
sadly, i'll be spending new year at johore today till tomorrow..
hahz..
oh well. just a small confession. i have not finished hwk and i dont realli care now. just want to enjoy the last few days of holiday.
now that someone has given me a reason to smile despite everything gg on here at home =)
love to all. =)
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:58:00 am:.
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let it go.
let 2005 go.
let everything bad that happened in 2005 go...
and keep the memories that are worth keeping... =)
holding anger is a poison. it eats you from inside. we think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. but hatred is a curved blade. and the harm we do, we do to ourselves.
i love my mama. =)
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:01:00 pm:.
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ive been wanting to write a poeM...
but it always starts then suddenly stops halfway..
ha.
im slowly getting blogging out of my life....
dah tak sayangkan blog nie.aper nak buat.haha.
ohh but the past few days has certainly lifted my spirits..
went to the beach pancing ikan, blading tho i still cant go as fast as i jog.haha. and just enjoying the breeze there...played pool...played bowling..went to mustafa centre...i still cant forget the way farhan looked giving out those flyers...poor farhan, kesian giler kat dier..and of course see MAtiN at nenek house!! hyper-active kid...and he's learnt how to say a few words...love it when he says "lagi" when we're doing something fun with him and he wants it again and again...GERAMMM!! love him to bits.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:18:00 pm:.
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i shant get affected.
shall NOT. NOt. Not. yup.
now im torn in 4. righttt....
ah.and smth is just stopping me from blogging anymore.
i need a break.
oh wait. i am supposed to be on break now? sigHX.
trying to pick myself up again...so sensitive nowadays dont noe whats wrong with me.
you will never feel what the other person is really feeling until you are really in their shoes which will never happen...
negativity. is Not Me.
well, putting that aside, im about to complete theme hospital again.haha.
and i guess my life is better than dui's. haha. tho she's just fiction.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 8:45:00 pm:.
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hmmm, got this from FAna's blog...and since she chose me to be tagged, here it goes..
Rules of e Game:
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment you are tagged in the tagboard and tell them to read your blog.
Number 1) I am chinese. is that weird enougH? for those who know it for the first time hardly believe it and i dont blame them coz i dont look a bit chinese. hah. guess i follow my mum.
Number 2) this is random but i think i think too much. like when i got that tag from fana, and went to her blog and found out that im one of the five person she chose to do this game, couldnt help but think and think why me out of the 50++ other ppl that had blogs linked to hers. hmmm...fana?
Number 3) Sadly, the weird thing about me is sometimes my facial expression doesnt show the emotions im feeling inside...hahaha. weird enough? so many times when im feeling sad ppl come up to me and say "hunn you never sleep ah?" they think im tired. or as some of my friends noe, my eyes are very watery. and then there was one time i was crying like really crying and she thought it was just the normal eyes of mine that always waters.
Number 4) i am the opposite of LX when it comes to money. i would never ever ever buy a pair of jeans worth 140 bux over..k this is not weird just random. and im always saving, yet never really buy anything for myself. well, except earrings. or studs more like it. usually the money i save is used for someone else's present or simply saving for a day when i need extra pens or something. haha. or maybe a bar of chocolate which rarely happens.
number 5) My only goal in life is to find (or maybe not find) the one. and get married and have at least two kids and never ever get divorced nor give my children a hard time if i argue with my husband. and to just live happily from then on.
weird for it to be a goal?
ahhh, and now for the 5 people.
ZAWIAH !!!!
XUEMIN!!!!
MelISSA FU!!!
QIXIANG!!! ( coz i noe he's bored to death so might as well fill something that will fill his time ryte..hee)
GOH QINWEI!!!
hey this thing actually improved my mood a bit.thankx fana! haha!
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 10:32:00 pm:.
just watched mohabbatein...
respect is earned not out of fear but love.....
some love stories live on forever....
the only thing really thats worth living for is love.
nothing else...
you're all i want. you're all i need.
you're everything.....hoping to meet you some day and on that day i'll be complete. :)
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 12:38:00 am:.
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wah..
im just so lazy to update.i wonder why. no more blogging spirit. lol. maybe it'll come back soon..
farewell chalet turned out to be great! as i said, im to lazy to update, but everyone had fun though most of it revolved around bridge...training was okay and thats the first time i saw dounble deck beds in a chalet..haha. and there was much food leftover. and sonia bought a toilet brush when i asked her to buy a brush to scrub the plates. ok i should have sed the word sponge.haha.yeah and our deco was quite nice.haha. =P its too bad we all forgot the last present, the art friend thing. guess it was nobody's fault la. all in all, just gotta say that i, gonna miss the seniors manZ. they've led us a whole bunch very well. *applauds* especially since last dec.cant believe its been one year i've met them.
which reminds me, its 5th december!!! gosh, so little time to do hwk and enjoy. these two just dont click and 25 more days to do these?? how can. minus the days im gg to malaysia to panjat gunung ledang (24th-26th) that leaves me with erm, 22 days? minus the days where im just gg to sleep all day. hahahahha. 20 days? oh no. this is scaring me.
wah yesterday was a serious movie marathon with cousins. just like heaven, she's on duty, big brother and lord of the rings (the return of the king) and after dat kal ho naa ho on arts central. muahahahha. wah, seriously, LOTR was like 4 hours long. second time i watched it. hahaz. just like heaven was sweet and nice. but ghosts? really. dat part didnt quite make sense and i eneded up feeling, its just another show.hahz.
5 more hours to training...
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 11:49:00 am:.
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