wear your battle scars as medals of honour.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 8:07:00 pm:.
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Remember just Remember.
when things are down
and you are out of your mind
remember just remember
Allah is the kind
when your life is in darkness
and nothing is right
remember just remember
through the darkness
Allah is the light
when nothing makes sense
and your heading for demise
remember just remember
it doesnt make sense
but Allah is the wise
when times are troubled
and no one seems to care
remember just remember
Allah wont hurt you, He is fair
when your heart is breaking
and your pain makes you fall
remember just remember
Allah sees it all
when you are weak
and the road seems long
remember just remember
seek strength from The Strong,
when the way is cloudy
and there's no one by your side
remember just remember
Allah is the only guide
when no one wants to listen
or is willing to lead a ear
remember just remember
Allah is always ready to hear
when you are poor and penniless,
and you are stuck in a niche,
remember just remember
Allah is the rich
when you are down in yor misery
and there is nowhere to run
remember just remember
you can always run to the One
and when your scars are hurting
and your heart is in fear
remember just remember
Allah is really here
~sometimes, we just need to be reminded about the things that were forgotten
when ure in black and white, step to the grey and see everthing in balance. make a right choice from there
life is a blessing in disguis for something greater.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 2:02:00 pm:.
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Anyone has any PRIMARY 2 english/maths/malay textbook/assessment books that is not in use now??
please leave me a message on my tagboard okiee!! or message me or if you see me in skl...
*hopes* can cope and doesnt fall down.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 5:37:00 pm:.
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i have a new addiction.
every day, on my way to school, I MUST listen to 'because of you' and 'high'.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
and then " when you're close to tears remember, someday it will all be over".
ahh, just gives me a sense of satisfaction after hearing these songs...its amazing how music can heal sometimes, or help to heal. i love the part when kelly clarkson sings the last part of "because of you" an stretches, especially the part after she sings the bridge. and i watched the mtv of it, and its just so much pain that maybe pain when = pain is neutral. hah.
im in love.
with the song.
16th JAN.
everything in this world is linked together.
"behind a closed door, lies a closing heart. a fading dream. a coming nightmare.whowillbethere?"
Nana's at obs. hope she's okay there unlike me suffering from migraine. is that the correct sp? hah. but im self-healing. something i should be proud of right.hahaha.
dont need to take no panadols and all.
im alright. i have to be right? i dont realli have the room, time, space to fall down.
but i hope you are ok.
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 9:12:00 pm:.
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=)
just live each day..
357 days to 2007.
ridiculously counting down to 2007.haha.
just live each day...
.:enamored_hunn was pricked and bled at 4:50:00 pm:.
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13 things i wana accomplish for 2006:
1) be a better daughter, sister at home. there's nothing like the love coming from a family. complete or incomplete family. i wanna spend more time with my mum. im going to help more with the cooking. slowly, im gg to learn how to cook. im gg to be there for my sis. and especially my smaller bro who's gg sec 1. and my big bro? MANJA la dengan dier! haha.
2) i wanna be more polite. watch my words and just be nice to everyone. i wanna remember and drill into my head that "anger is just one letter short from danger". and tho' clishe but so true. i wanna control my temper more.
3) i wanna make so many more friends. not only limited to those in SIngapore, but those in MAlaysia, Turkey, Australia, Dubai..wherever around the world. i wanna noe whats gg on not only here in Singapore. but everywhere else. how they're living. i wanna widen my social circle.
4) i wanna end of this year knowing that i've done my best being a leader. Not only will I want to fulfil the expectation of myself and others to go all the way to top 4, but i wanna keep the good memories of being a leader. and how its an opportunity, and not a burden. i wanna fight no matter how tough it might get.
5) of course, i wanna study so hard for As that i can watch a little bit of TV one day before the papers. HAHA! (this is so ironic considering im gg to rush through homework tomorrow, one day before skool starts.haha)
6) i wanna be guai. (i already am.heh!) yeah, my life this year might not be fun, it's probably gonna be about netball studies netball studies. but i want it to be fulfiling, in a sense im gonna spend more time with my family.
7) i wanna have at least 12 outings with VIII!
8) i want to believe that i cant please everyone in my life.
9) i want to graduate from AJ (cheh!..insyaAllah) with bee as my best bud.
10) by the end of the year i hope i can permanently wear the HIjab. =)
11) i wanna realli treasure the people i have around me and just tighten the bonds...it just pains me to realise how ppl you once were close to drift away so slowly but painfully...
the 38/05 clique and of course 38/05 itself,zaw,fizah,didi,hammie,rasheilla,the aj netballers...
12) nazira, nana, kak esa, kak an, yani...these 5 gals have become close to me in a span of one year. and this year's gonna be more rocking for us! every sat ngaji and ugama! haha. yeah, our sat's are sacrificed. but i get to spend time with you all and the masjid and i love you alL!! my dearest cousins forever. thank GOD HE created cousins for me to love. heh.
13)memorize some surahs and be closer to GOD. =)
too much to do? maybe. but i'll give my best.
*live each day like its your last.*
love to all again. =)
i wont be updating in a long time. its nice to end off like this. with a sense of satisfaction.
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